My first umrah

Ya Allah, please invite me again, every year.

I must thank jemil for his blessing and support. Izinkan pergi, and tolong jagakan kids. 

My dream is to go with the whole family. Tapi tulahkan ,cost lah. Insya Allah later Allah bagi kaya, boleh pergi again dengan semua.

In November nanti ibu pulak nak pergi dengan makkenik.

I will not call this as me time or healing back kata gen z alpha. It was emotional and spiritual journey indeed. I need this trip because if faqir in every aspect. I was in my lowest point. I need to go there and really doa. I need to.

I was actually give up with life, just nak doa kalau hidup ni masih mampu memberi manfaat, kuatkan lah aku untuk tempuhinya, if not, please Allah, ampunkan segala dosa aku, take me. That's it.

My days

My nights 

Reflection after reflection masa jalan sorang sorang during tawaf and saie. Emotional.

I went there alone. Came back with new friends and family.

Alhamdulillah.

Kids Silat

Alhamdulillah for another great week.

This week just a rehat rehat at home weekend.

Semalam lepak rumah mak kejap with in laws. Masak kari udang bawak rumah mak makan ramai ramai. Bebudak pun happy jumpa cousins.

Last week was cuti sekolah, Amad and Mayam ada silat tournament dekat UM. Dari hari jumaat berkampung kat sana.

Welcoming 2024

Lets pray for a better year than 2023. aamiin ya rabb.

It's 2023, and this is my 1st post!

Well, alhamdulillah. Another year.

Pejam celik cepat betul masa berlalu.

This is us during Maryam merentas desa event kat sekolah. Ye, dah bujang dan remaja dah bebudak ni, si Dodi pun dah nak masuk 4 tahun.

Hopefully this will not be my last post for 2023, kalu tak see next year je lah ye. Hahahaa.

Malaysia COVID19

 Dah dekat 2 tahun dah since the 1st MCO March 2020 kan. 

2 tahun perhati.

From the 1st wave,  

Covid19 ni merebak taklah laju sangat, tapi sbb kita baru kenal dia, baru nak belajar pasal dia.

Masa tu belum wajib kita bertutup litup gini. Serabut ya amat. 

 

Then came the 2nd wave end of 2020 to the 1st quarter 2021, masa tu dah start nampak the spreading of the virus meluas, laju.

Tapi masa tu kalaulah isteri positive, tahu je terus kuarantin insya Allah suami and anak2 tak jangkit.

Masa tu lah. 

PCR mahal masa tu. 

 

Then came si Delta. 

Yang ni cam evil giler. 

Spread lebih laju dari yang sebelum ni. 

Dia, if seorang daripada household tu positive, kebarangkalian semua isi rumah tu jangkit sangat tinggi. 

PCR masih mahal masa ni.  

Cuma lebih banyak fasiliti yg offer the test. 

Kes kematian mencanak canak masa ni. 

Video hospital sesak dengan orang sakit. 

Mortuary penuh sampai kena letak jenazah dalam kontena. 

Video video sedih ajar mengucap tru video call, saying the last goodbye merata rata orang share.

I remember tebal muka contact segala siapa yg ada semata nak mintak tolong carikan my friend's dad kat zon mana masa tu. Zon emergency jadi sangat besar dan padat.  

 

And now, Omicron. 

Orang kata,  

It is a blessing if you got omicron, it will boost your immune. 

It is mild. 

Dia senang berjangkit, tapi cepat sembuh. 

But please, it is still dangerous. 

Mungkin this time around most of us dah vaccinated, ramai juga yg dah boostered. 

As per they mentioned, those yg cat 3 4 5 are either unvaccinated, unboostered or yang banyak co morbids. 

Kalau org muda, no comorbid, tak booster pun gejala ringan2. 

Tapi yelah, badan orang lain lain. 

Tak boleh pukul rata juga. 

Doa jelah kau tak kena. 

Itu yang paling utama. 

If dah habis berjaga jaga, kalau kena, redha. 

Yang dah kena je tahu seriknya macam mana. 

Tambah kalau ada antara kita yg vulnerable. 

Bebudak kecik. Orang tua. 

Tak boleh nak samakan daya tahan dia macam kita. 

From the last two years, asal bergejala je terus jadi bersangka sangka. COVID19 ke?

Mujur now dah ada home RTKAg test kit.

Nak kata murah pun tak juga for some, RM5 kalau selang 2 hari pun rabak poket juga.

Since kami ni ibu bapa yg perlu keluar bekerja.

Anak anak kena hantar nursery jaga.

if ada je gejala, straight away test.

If negative tak pe.

Ni saja nak cerita,

Both me and Jemil dah fully vaccinated + boostered.

Amad and Mayam cukup cukup 2 minggu after 1st dose vaccination.

Tiba tiba early morning Monday 28/2 Dodi demam.

Decided mama cuti jaga dia. RTKAg negative.

Selasa Dodi dah ok.

Pergi clinic check up semua ok.

Rabu, dia batuk pulak. Batuk ni something yg berat juga tambah sebab dia pernah kena bronchopneumonia.

Monitor dia at home.

Khamis Dodi dah ok. Sebelum nak hantar nursery 1 round of RTKAg Saliva for Dodi and Mama. Both we are negative.

Why mama also do test? because mama kan jaga Dodi at home. And mama plak cam dah start nak rasa ada sore throat. Actually sore throat only, masih fit untuk masuk office.

So with RTKAg test negative sedap hati sikit pergi kerja.

As a good citizen (hahahhaha) wajib lah buat gini.

Khamis petang, Mayam says dia demam. so that night babah berjaga jaga Mayam. Until subuh tu dia dah ok.

Then Jumaat came, as day before, RTKAg Saliva test before we off to work and Dodi to school.

Dodi negative, Mama yang positive. huuhuhuhuhu

Laju laku test Mayam jugak, kan semalam dia demam. Tapi dia saliva test dia masih negative,

Decided to do confirmation test with PCR first for mama before declaring in MySejahtera. (Hopeful for false positive RTKAg saliva test 🤣)

But the PCR result came that night just to confirmed the RTKAg result earlier.

Maka berkuarantin lah kami bertiga.

Oh lupa. Maryam and Dodi's result with RTKAg nasal turn out to be positive the same day.

Babah and Amad negative until lah babah finish the 5 days monitoring days.

Alhamdulillah.

Datuk Dr Imran Hardy hahaha

We are positive COVID19 but had mild symptom to nearly asymptomatic.

But then still monitoring Imran's cough.

Dia lah yang paling vulnarable.

Moral of the story.

Macam macam mana pun kena strictly follow SOP.

Kalau ikut rimas, mmg sampai bila lah nak berface shield and berpelitup muka? 

Tapi gitulah sampai COVID19 ni memang betul betul tak ada.

 

Let's end this bebelan with the video Nadia shared masa dia dalam covid19 ward kat Melaka. 

Syukur. Belum masa kita. 

 

Taknak pergi dulu, sebab still banyak dosa.