My first umrah

Ya Allah, please invite me again, every year.

I must thank jemil for his blessing and support. Izinkan pergi, and tolong jagakan kids. 

My dream is to go with the whole family. Tapi tulahkan ,cost lah. Insya Allah later Allah bagi kaya, boleh pergi again dengan semua.

In November nanti ibu pulak nak pergi dengan makkenik.

I will not call this as me time or healing back kata gen z alpha. It was emotional and spiritual journey indeed. I need this trip because if faqir in every aspect. I was in my lowest point. I need to go there and really doa. I need to.

I was actually give up with life, just nak doa kalau hidup ni masih mampu memberi manfaat, kuatkan lah aku untuk tempuhinya, if not, please Allah, ampunkan segala dosa aku, take me. That's it.

My days

My nights 

Reflection after reflection masa jalan sorang sorang during tawaf and saie. Emotional.

I went there alone. Came back with new friends and family.

Alhamdulillah.

Kids Silat

Alhamdulillah for another great week.

This week just a rehat rehat at home weekend.

Semalam lepak rumah mak kejap with in laws. Masak kari udang bawak rumah mak makan ramai ramai. Bebudak pun happy jumpa cousins.

Last week was cuti sekolah, Amad and Mayam ada silat tournament dekat UM. Dari hari jumaat berkampung kat sana.