Ya Allah, please invite me again, every year.
I must thank jemil for his blessing and support. Izinkan pergi, and tolong jagakan kids.
My dream is to go with the whole family. Tapi tulahkan ,cost lah. Insya Allah later Allah bagi kaya, boleh pergi again dengan semua.
I will not call this as me time or healing back kata gen z alpha. It was emotional and spiritual journey indeed. I need this trip because if faqir in every aspect. I was in my lowest point. I need to go there and really doa. I need to.
I was actually give up with life, just nak doa kalau hidup ni masih mampu memberi manfaat, kuatkan lah aku untuk tempuhinya, if not, please Allah, ampunkan segala dosa aku, take me. That's it.
My days
My nights
Reflection after reflection masa jalan sorang sorang during tawaf and saie. Emotional.
I went there alone. Came back with new friends and family.
Alhamdulillah.
